Am totally sunburned.

Today was FCC's Family Day at Sentosa. I was one of the game masters and had to wake up really damn early to prep. It was really nice though. There's something surreal and happy about singing next to the waves, under the sun and the breeze blowing all around you, with just guitar music. I thought we should have more such events, cos it's really nice to worship in a beach setting, and you can really bond there cos it's so relaxing. There was no sermon today, but they read out something inspirational about family and togetherness etc. Then later we had games! And I thought The Longest Line game was funny cos the goal is to create the longest line with your teamates and and whatever you have on you. So there was a whole bunch of shirtless gay men (tall, short, slim, fat, hunky and portly) all sprawled on the sand trying to stretch as much as possible and using their shirts to create extra length. Se fus even filmed the whole scene on camera. Our last game though, spider web, 'crashed and burnt' cos adults weren't so game about putting themselves through rafia string holes. Argh! Oh well, at least 'spider web' took surprisingly fast to set up, so it wasn't too draining.

After service and games we had this huge potluck spread (chicken was tasty) and the rare few FCC children went to play with sand. The adults and youths then went to play beach volleyball and ultimate frissbee (all very gay sorta games ). That was when I got sunburnt to the max and could even feel my skin 'crackling'. Volleyball is painful for the wrist and some of the gay guys have really hot bods. Ultimate frissbee was actually quite fun cos our play area was not too large and running in the sand is different. But it was damn tiring cos I was so unfit and the older gay guys (who gym at a lesser extent) was as tired out as me. Oh, and I discovered I really suck at volleyball and throwing a frissbee. Catching was okay la, you just gotta know that, if you have to crash into the sand to catch...just crash man, cos everybody's crashing and looking unglam too.

Then later we all sat by the hut and talked all sorts of cock. I heard alot about uni life from the N U S people and well, it seems like uni is not all 'fun' and rosy either. There's too much stuff so I won't say all of it here. Just that social life is not as secure and interesting, cos you're just way too busy to socialise literally. I might possibly work in a law firm next year, if I take up Mar k's offer. It'll be good for the resume and it's $7 per hour supposedly, not too sure if that's alot of money. Doesn't seem like much but hey, it's a law firm. And apparently, if I go to S M U and take business, majoring in marketing (which is what I want to major if I do business), my future professor is in my church! Also, they actually sold FCC shirts. But I didn't want to buy at first cos there was the word 'gay' on it and I'm not out to my mom yet. Abit apprehensive and not ready for her to find out. So I just bought it and left it to Xav for safe-keeping, till the day I come out then I'll collect it back.

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Oh well, tomorrow's gonna be fun! I'm seeing Y Ing after like 10 million years and I have so much shit literally to tell. Now that I am offically free; and both SATs and prom are over. I can finally enjoy the carefree life. Whee!! Holidays are the bestest thing ever. Period

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My writing's going down the drain. Shit.